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Compounds come from Kampung

When I was googling a few words just to kill my boredom,I found something that caught my eyes.

Did you know that the word "compound" actually comes from the word "kampung" from the Malay language? It is kinda weird, but the pronounciation is quite similar. A proof that even English language steals from Malay language!

True?

Here is a hard sentence

I must be alacritous and decisive to surmount any encumbrance I encounter in order to preclude affliction and quandaries.

Shit hard these words...but that's English A1 alright!

Can I interest you in a sarcastic comment?

My teacher gave me the talk :

"I know at this point in life,you think friends are the most important thing, but remember this when you're older, they will have their own family, and you will have your own. So you won't have time for each other. From now on, you should prioritize yourself before others"

I didn't like it. *thumbs down

I mean what's the point of having a life, without anyone you could talk to, listen to your ramblings and just be there for you, just because. That's some life to live without anyone there. I know you're not suppose to depend on anyone, but Allah created other human beings for various reasons right?

Then again, they are pros and cons in life, isn't there?
I guess, now is my pre-midlife crisis.
I am not happy.
I will tell you that.

Silver Lining

I think,for some reasons,being boring and lonely has its own advantages.Why say?Because,every time I landed in boring situation, I would kill my boredom by surfing the Internet and Google "Spiritual quotes,Life quotes" just to name a few.Reading motivational quotes from intellectual and famous people makes me feel at ease.It takes only few words to make it meaningful.Some words are just so true and hit my senses,literally I shall add.Some words are uplifting and some don't.I like reading both cause every positivity has its own negativity right?Hehe.So,to keep some of my favourite quotes permanent in mind,I did some mash up of them and this is the result :

What do you think?
:D

A day without laughter is a day wasted

Hahahahahaha.

Epic!

All-time fave :)

Kelly Clarkson
Breakaway

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky,
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
and breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging 'round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me, but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change

And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

" If I ever down and hopeless, I listen to this song and know there are better things waiting out there, and all I need to do is to go and find them.A very pleasant song for SPM's candidate like me too!huhu" <3

Is this L I F E ?

I waiting,lying idly on my bed,staring at my ceiling,watching my mum plucking her grey hair,glancing through the window,watching my neighbour passing by and lucky me if cute strays cats are there too.*Sigh..Checking my cell phone......

No missed call(s),no sms-es,NO-NO-NOTHING

*Double sigh.

Wish I can turn back time when there will always be missed call(s),new unread message(s) from my chums and etc and new comments,(just a hello will do)from my Friendster,Facebook and MySpace acc.All of this will make me feel that I am appreciated to be existed in this big world.Hehe,But all of these seems to be my PAST TENSE.Now is the PRESENT TENSE and my present tense is SOLITARY.

I can't deny the fact that I am actually a lonesome and helplessly hopeless.In front of my friends,I acting to be strong,happy and independent.But deep inside me,damn!I am just a fragile girl,very I shall add.My life is like a blank canvas.Some say the cure for loneliness is to have a B-O-Y-F-R-I-E-N-D.Really?Nahh,boys don't fancy me no more these days,am I a lesbo?Hell no lah..It's just that I don't have the tendency yet to give my heart to a boy.I am a failure when it comes to love,maybe not matured enough to have one I guess.Haha.Never mind.Hmmm,my loneliness doesn't affect my urge to do revision,SPM is in 3weeks ya'll! Still sitting in front of my computer,google-ing stuff.But hey,I still google SOALAN SPOT SPM 09 okay,huhu,found a few,copied and pasted in notepad.Aside from that,reading spiritual & motivational quotes make me feel at ease,very I must say.


That's all I wanna talk about,not in the mood to share much.

p/s:And oooohh,Happy Deepavali to my friends,Thivyaa and Pavithra.Have a great Deepavali celebration!

Much <3 span="">
Fatin.

Photos

Grayscale

Sepia

Final touch

Goodbye seems to be the easiest way

Blogging is not my thing anymore.

p/s:Ain't deleting my blog.Just saying that I won't update it in the mean time.

Bye

Hello,Goodbye

Hello earthlings. Did anyone miss me? :) Been getting a lot of messages, asking me to update this blog. Okay, not crap. I do love my blog :)

Dear Lovelies,
I will update my blog more frequent after my SPM is over.
That's all for today.

Bye

Teacher to-be?

It feels so good to help my juniors in their studies,especially if one of the subjects is my forte.
Now I know the reason why most students jotted down "Teacher" as their ambitions.

:D