Am I fated to be....?

Kenapalah hidup ku amat memboringkan?God,I really don't have a LIFE.For example:On weekdays,macam ni la,bgun pagi,pegi skolah,balik skolah,makan,buat hw,pastu tidur.On weekend plak,bgun pagi,tgk tv,makan2,surf internet,rehat2,study and tidur,NO HANGOUTS at all,not because my parents don't let me to but it is because I don't have a group of good friends to chill out together.Sedih kan? waaaa.... :( Bosan.Bosan!Pegi sekolah,macam biase.Blajar,blajar & blajar pastu balik.Honestly,I don't mix well with my new friends in my new school,SMK Puteri.Maybe because the fact that I can't fit in with them.Listen,I'm scared of meeting new people.For those who know me, they understand why. See the thing is, I am friendly. In fact, I can get too friendly when I know someone. But in the process of getting to know someone, I suck. I hate the fact that I don't know how to make a conversation. And because of that, people will make their own assumption which is me being cocky.Yeah,it sucks,seriously.Sometimes,I do feel jealous to see group of friends,chit-chatting together,cracks some jokes and laugh hysterically TOGETHER.Most importantly,always be by our sides during our ups and downs. Just like in Friends sitcom,6 best friends who enjoy their life together living in Manhattan under the same roof.I wish I am one of them.Arghhh,how LOVELY :)

God,I really miss my old chums :(

Pavithra, Atikah, Nina, Tihah, Syazana, Dylah , Amira , Amalina , Nazih, Syakir, Syafeeq